like ripples in a pond…

God.. i just pray .. you know i’m looking up .. waiting for you to .. lend a hand here.. i need a smile, yah?… sigh. it’s amazing how in.. one instant.. everything can suddenly turn to great to.. what is going on… when everything that happened before.. just doesn’t matter any more. when time seems to speed up and slow down.. at the same time. and all you can feel is .. sick.. just plain.. sick to your stomach… things turn upside down.. and then just spin. over and over. where are you going to be when i feel like this?

we’re connected

It’s kinda weird how .. when someone has a bad day… everyone has a bad day. it’s like.. how yawns are contagious. moods are contagious too. it’s amazing how one little smile from the right person can make your day in a second.. just think about if you’re frowning, or sulking.. or .. crying… how would that make the right person react?…

everyone you care about is in this pond

i’ve gone to church for all my life. i haven’t missed a sabbath, not.. ‘resting’. it’s home for me. and every time i leave LA Central.. i find myself coming back to it all the time. what’s there? i don’t get my infatuation with my mistress, lac. o.. how do you tempt me to come back to your warm embrace. i love you. i miss you. i cannot live without you… i am the church. and you are the church. la central is not a building. the saying.. i’m with .. LA Central. means.. i’m with.. her.. my mistress… my love.

when you’re hurt, i feel it

yah… i’m feeling it …

someone come ease the pain…

—– gibberish at 3 in the morning

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