i haven’t written here in a while.. actually i haven’t been online in a while either. been busy with ski trip and mammoth and such… in a way.. it’s been a relief.. it’s amazing how much i can get down when i don’t waste my time sitting in front of this computer screen. how much more productive i feel… either way.. i really don’t know what i have to write here right now.. i don’t know really if it’s cause i have nothing to write or more of… i have so much to write that.. i don’t want to spend time writing it…

a lot of things are racing through my head… and it is pretty exhausting. broomballing, mammoth, snowboarding, football… i think i might’ve suffered a slight concussion… birthday parties, lockin, flowers, michigan, future, school, girls… i think the last one occupies my mind the most right now. why?.. i don’t really know right now… sigh.. even that.. has.. so much to think about that.. it’s overwhelming.. ever liked anyone that you couldn’t, shouldn’t, but still do?.. when you know people around you would.. find it weird if you did?… maybe that’s half the intrigue… maybe…

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