it’s been a week and my server still isn’t up yet.. hmm.. i wonder what’s going on over there.. i mean.. i shouldn’t really complain.. it is a free site with no banners.. what more can i ask for.. my only complaint really is that it’s an adult website host.. so people from andrews and.. anyone one else with parental block can’t see it.. sigh.. but yah.. hopefully it’ll be back up soon.. cause since i’ve mirrored the website to the livingwaterfellowship .. well.. there’s still a lot of people looking at the timslife.reallyrules.com website.. even though it’s not being updated… hmm…

i’ve started running again.. but ever since i commited myself to.. man it got cold.. i’m not saying this to make fun of you people out there where it’s.. below zero.. i mean. it’s only.. like.. 60 at the very least.. it is a big change from the week before when it was in the high 70’s… eh.. whatever.. i actually have to wear long pants outside the house.. and bring along a sweater just in case…

i had a weird dream last night.. i don’t quite remember the specifics of it.. but i recall.. going out with someone special to me and it felt.. right.. i’m not sure exactly how to explain it.. it’s a lot better than what i went through last week.. even though i slept early last week.. i had the most intense dreams at night.. and.. a recurring idea of it.. was that i was either going out with a girl that i didn’t know.. or.. i was going out with someone important to me.. and they’d continue to reject me.. i don’t know.. i’d wake up with huge headaches in the morning cause too much was going on.. but .. today.. and yesterday.. i woke up with that feeling.. where.. your blanket is covering you completely and you feel.. warm.. and safe.. i’m not sure how to explain…

sleeping earlier is actually been good for me i think.. i’m getting used to waking up in the morning.. happier.. makes the day.. seem longer.. that’s not really a bad thing..

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