things don’t seem right at the moment… am i living in a dream?.. there’s certain themes that have been too repetitive..

i expect to wake up to find jason mraz and coldplay playing on repeat on my mp3 player… you don’t know how many people have asked me about them… “what’re your thoughts on coldplay.. do you like.. coldplay”.. no.. i don’t.. i don’t like them at all… “jason mraz is awesome, huh? download this song. listen to this song. go to the concert…” shut up … i don’t like him either.. honestly.. people.. jason mraz? shut up about him..

i’m going to to wake up and realize that everything between me and jullie didn’t happen. everything’s cool and back to normal.. i’m gonna wake up and next time i see her.. she’s gonna kick me in the butt, put her hands on her hips.. and make that grunting sound.. wait.. that really isn’t any different from this dream i’m having…

i’m gonna realize.. there is no crystal.. she’s a character i made up with my imagination… i’m picking my own flower.. i’m iming my own sn… i’m writing myself notes and making websites.. have you seen… fight club… that one guy has two personalities?.. currently.. i’m brad pitt.. i’m at top physical shape

have you ever had a dream where you’re doing pullups but you can do them forever?… well.. i feel like that when i run.. and it seems i can run forever.. i’m running at faster than i’ve ever run.. and i’m not getting tired.. i’m at a constant 137 now… every morning i wake up.. 137.. my parents are worried i’m losing too much weight.. my mom actually got mad at me the other day for not eating.. and my dad.. keeps telling me to eat healthy… obviously.. i’m losing weight.. i haven’t had a home cooked meal in .. 3 weeks now… and.. when you eat out every day.. you realize.. man.. your funds are getting low… so.. by and by.. you start eating less…

give me a break…

i gotta wake up…

the dreams i have when i’m “sleeping” are even weirded.. they’re filled with.. oddly.. a lot of running too.. and of a whole bunch of random people giving me random advice.. or.. asking odd questions…

“because you love me, right?”.. of course… wait.. who are you.. who says i love you?…

o boy.. now i hear kid rock singing country…

someone wake me up now…

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