it’s kinda weird.. waking up and having no reason to wake up… opening my eyes and not seeing 9 other people scratching their heads and wishing the night was a little longer… not having to jump out of bed to be any where or needing to rush to get some where on time… if you didn’t know.. and there’s a good chance you didn’t.. but.. i’ve been gone for the past 2 and half weeks.. i touched a computer twice in that span.. and looked at my website zero times…

it’s weird that i’ve been listening to nothing but christian music for the last 2 and half weeks.. and.. the first thing i do when i turn on my computer is listen to more christian music… i’m having a really hard time multi-tasking.. i almost get almost frustrated when i’m talking to more than 2 people and i’m looking at my fantasy baseball team.. my fantasy team is on the fritz right now… i picked up.. 4 players yesterday…

first thing i did when i got back was kiss my jetta… i missed it so much.. my computer crashed so i had to fix it.. now i’m doing laundry… i need a haircut too… i wonder if my arm is healed enough to play baseball… it’s so hot though… in a way… i kinda got used to be driven around everywhere… man.. do i want to drive all the way to puc?

i’m five shades darker now.. and i didn’t need to be darker in the first place… if i play baseball today.. i’ll be another shade darker.. not good… but it’s .. baseball…

weird pictures of me.. whatever..

here’s the lyrics to a switchfoot song i heard more than a few times over the trip..

switchfoot – only hope

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul

It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again

I’m awake in the infinite cold

But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now you’re my only hope

Sing to me of the song of the stars

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

When you feel like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

And I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you’re my only hope

I give you my apathy

I’m giving you all of me

I want your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I’m giving it back

And I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you’re my only hope

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o.. i’m gonna be gone all next week probably too.. so.. yah.. i think i’m going to play my guitar

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