hmm.. i’ve been wondering lately, who’s been looking at my site.. i mean.. i do have a tracker and.. i do have a counter.. and the amount of people on the tracker do not add up to the amount of people on the counter.. i’ve talk to my friends about it.. and.. most of them don’t look at my site.. i surprisingly get about.. 6 hits every day… and seeing that i only.. update once a week.. that means.. there’s about 42 hits between each time i update… which is.. a lot.. of .. strangers looking into my life… kinda.. eerie if you ask me..

whatever…

i’ve been working on the la central website more lately.. i really like how this site (timslife) looks.. the layout… i like it.. i’m thinking about changing the constellation to the big dipper.. there’s really no need to hurry for that though.. it’s september already.. which means.. new beginnings or something.. football season starts tomorrow.. jets vs redskins.. does anyone really care about that… school starts. birthday’s coming soon. fall’s around the corner

so i ended up going to empower… the whole time i kept thinking to myself.. i wished i was at home.. i wish i was.. somewhere else.. i realized something though, looking back.. every place i went.. i learned something. even when i ditched lecture and took time for myself.. someone would come up to me and i’d learn something valuable from them.

i talked to esther lee there… i went to kayamm with her 4th batch.. and she asked me how my christian life was going.. and.. i told her, i feel burnt out and wanna take a couple steps back.. and she told me, it’s good to do that sometimes.. just don’t go completely away.. and that made me think.. could i seriously, fall away from God.. can i turn my back on him? i think i’d be completely lost without Him…

i’ve realized lately that i’ve been … and i talked to joe about this i think… more attracted to girls that show a commitment to God. i was talking to pastor ahn at empower.. first thing he asked me was why i didn’t have a girlfriend yet.. one thing i want to know is.. how did he know i didn’t have a girlfriend… second thing i want to know is.. why do i need to have a girlfriend?… i have a wife that keeps me happy..

whatever…

i roomed with joe, ben and tim at empower.. shared a bed with joe.. and if i didn’t know better i’d think joe was flirting with me sometimes… i didn’t get good sleep all weekend.

jooree was at empower.. i couldn’t avoid her there… not that i was.. trying to.. haha.. i know she’s going to read this eventually… hahah.. eh.. when’re we going to give blood?

this dog is so cute.. man… it waddles around when it walks and prounces around when it runs.. and it has big ears like a rabbit.. still has no name.. actually my parents call it sometihng in korean.. but.. it’s too hard for me to repeat… it likes to hide under beds and it’s scared of heights.. and.. umm.. chews on everything.

i think i may be starting to develop quite a crush on someone. but i’m sure nothing’ll come from it.. nothing ever does… that’s enough about that.. i’ve gone.. 4 years without a girlfriend.. i’m sure nothing’ll change that. who has time to think of girls?…

whatever…

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