i’m.. unbelievably exhausted right now.. i’ve been.. in and out of it for the last couple hours… zoning out all the time.. maybe i need some good rest… i was pretty lost yesterday too… every time there was a lull in activity.. i found myself just… wanting to curl up into a ball and letting the world pass in front of my closed eyes…

i’m sure a lot of it is probably due to the late nights i’ve been accumulating… i haven’t been able to sleep at night.. i’ve been tired.. but i just haven’t been able to sleep. though when i finally do.. my sleep is filled with.. still intense dreams… dreams that i wonder about a lot…

i’m off to find that perfect song without bleeps on kazaa.. it’s getting more and more harder these days to find them.. though.. when i get highspeed internet.. i guess it wouldn’t be as bad…




i’m sorry

i can’t be

perfect

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