idrathabshort: post…something..k?

idrathabshort: anything…

TIMe ToIM TIM: alright..

haha.. i thought it was funny…

anyways… i really have nothing to post so.. here’s something for jooree… i sound like a little kid… everyone else is free to download and of course mock…

rick click and save here

oo.. i had a dream last night… a very.. odd dream… as a whole the dream is pretty fuzzy now.. but the end is the important part.. let me try to remember it…

i was getting ready to go on a train to leave this place. but so many people were leaving things they needed behind.. so i told the one i love, a faceless girl, that we’d meet at the station because i had to get all the things for the other people. when i finally got to the station i was late and the train had already left and i felt i lost the girl i loved forever. and my love for her turned into a bush of white roses. and every time a tear fell from my eyes.. a petal fell from one of the roses on the bush.

and that was how it was supposed to be till the end of time… stepping out of the scene… while still dreaming… i realized some of the petals fell even when i didn’t shed tears. i realized that the petals weren’t falling only because of my tears but they were also the tears of the girl i love. somehow going back in time and looking into her life, it turns out.. she never boarded the train because she thought i had runaway from her and she was forever wandering the streets feeling abandoned.

unknown to each other.. we lived in the same town forever.. never meeting each other again. thinking the other abandoned them. the white rose bush always growing strong with many roses… but always shedding it’s petals.

….i really don’t know about this dream… it was weird. very abstract. someone try to interpret it for me.

here’s the song lyrics to a song.. that for some reason is in my head right now.

no doubt – it’s my life

It’s funny how I find myself in love with you

If I could buy my reasoning I’d pay to lose

One half won’t do

I’ve asked myself

How much do you commit yourself?

It’s my life

Don’t you forget

It’s my life

It never ends

Funny how I blind myself

I never knew

If I was sometimes played upon

Afraid to lose

I’d tell myself what good do you do

Convince myself

It’s my life

Don’t you forget

It’s my life

It never ends

I’ve asked myself

How much do you commit yourself?

It’s my life

Don’t you forget

Caught in the crowd

It never ends

….that’s all for now.. i think it’s getting too late

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