this day went by quite fast… i spent the whole day wearing my new glasses… cause you know.. they look good on me.. but yah.. i took them off and wore contacts for church.. and.. i just thought to myself.. man.. i look weird without them on.. then.. when i came back from church.. i took off my contacts and wore my glasses.. and now i think.. man.. i look weird with them on.. this is the first weekend at church without andy.. man.. it’s kinda weird… but for some reason.. i still feel at home there.. i don’t quite understand why… i still have to decide whether i’m going to do family groups for church next year.. or.. to help at anything at all.. shrug… these glasses are making me dizzy…

i’m gonna make an honest effort to write something here every day… i don’t know.. if that’s going to work out right .. but .. effort.. i least i tried.. i mean.. will try.. anyways.. i went to the eye doctor yesterday, and i decided to get glasses for the first time in about 5 years… my eyes have been infected ever since i went to ontario over the weekend.. and whenever i wear contacts, they just start to itch.. and.. i.. for some reason.. whenever i start itching my eyes.. i can’t stop.. it makes me think i have that.. obsessive compulsive disorder… seriously.. it just feels so.. good and i keep itching and itching.. for reason too.. sometimes.. i decide to.. push one tooth with another tooth.. and i .. can’t stop myself from pushing even though i think that i’m going to pull the teeth off.. shrug.. i’m a little.. weird… back to the glasses.. i guess.. not being used to the glasses.. i’ve started getting this splitting headache… that.. makes me dizzy when i stand up too quickly.. odd.. i realize i got these glasses because a girl told me i looked good in them.. o.. how.. sad i’ve become.. well.. anything that tips the scales my way is i guess a good thing.. so.. yah.. .. shrug