i’ve been having problems with my cell phone.. apparently it’s not synchronized with the verizon network… it’s been like that since last thursday. i can send text messages, but i can’t receive them. i can get voicemails but my phone doesn’t alert me when i have them. and i’ve been missing calls. thanks esther for telling me. she called me sunday and was like.. i texted you! why didn’t you respond! and i was like.. uh… so yah… sorry if i didn’t respond to you this weekend. it’s still not fixed yet. i need to get my dad to do it. *i thought it was a pretty quiet weekend…

i was watching the news the today… and one newsanchor said to the other to the affect of… “so.. will the rain finally stop?” and i thought to myself. finally stop?… it’s been only raining for a couple days! the last couple days though, i realized something about myself.

one. i’ve fooled myself to believe that i love it when it rains
two. i hate it when i’m cold

anyone that knows me well enough though… they’d be like… “wait a second. tim loves rain.. what’re you talking about, tim?”

three. i love it when it rains when it’s not cold.
four. i hate being cold and wet.

i realize… the point of time.. between when i’m coming back from the mountain after a long day of snowboarding and when i take a warm shower is the least favorite time of my life. i’m utterly miserable. when it’s cold and raining, i feel so isolated. so… unable to do anything.. i sit by the window and just watch the rain fall to the ground. it reminds of elementary and when it used to rain then… and how we’d be stuck inside the classrooms during recess.

when i’m finished surfing and it’s cold… i feel just as pathetic.

five. i love that that time of when it’s just about to rain… sprinkles maybe.. nothing more.

anyways… this post is kind of weird… i started it in class last thursday but didn’t finish until monday.. i’m not sure if my thoughts aligned.

shane and shane – name’s sake

right click “save as”

i was talking to andy k today and well… the old latino pandas came up. good times. so i searched around my hard drive to find the logo aaron made. i knew i had it. aaron did a pretty good job if i do say so myself. i think he did it in paint. we don’t remember who the real members in it were though.

i realize… my website has been kinda boring ever since i broke my camera. i want a camera…

i’m using my new computer as a multimedia player right now… so right now it’s just a really expensive mp3 player. o.. and i’m talking on aim using it. in a sense.. it’s like i have a dual processor right now. i realize using remote desktop uses very little processing power.

i finally caved… i’m cutting my hair tomorrow. it’s just irritating.. my head feels too hot. i feel like i have things in my ears. i can twirl it around like a girl. i want to rip it out.

happy birthday gloria! here, we’re at the dodger playoff game that they won last year! it took like…. 2 hours to leave the parking lot afterwards.. but it was so much fun. wish you were around to hang out. who would’ve thought this girl that didn’t speak a word to me whenever i took her home is now one of my closest friends now. can’t wait to see you in a week.

man i’m dark in the picture.

man… birthdays seem to be coming in bunches these days. today is vivian’s birthday. i don’t know what i’d do without her. it’s also jooree’s birthday… though i’m not even sure if she’ll ever see this.. don’t know if she has internet accessible to her… but either way… happy birthday to you. wish you were around to celebrate it.

gloria’s is coming up