i’m at a lost for words.. i’m suffering through so many emotions.. anger, sadness, fear, rejection, betrayal… i’m so.. hmm.. confused?.. i ponder how things are going to work out in the next couple weeks.. month or so.. i could pray about it.. i wonder if that would do anything… hmm.. if God has a great plan already.. does praying really make any changes.. shrug.. i found out.. the girl that i guess i like.. likes someone else.. and all i can think is.. sigh.. i’m glad she’s happy.. man.. what the heck is wrong with me.. shrug.. haha.. it’s been a long while since i’ve written here.. and.. i think i lost .. why i ever started to write here.. i’m tired.. i’m really tired.. i think i’m going to sleep. i’m sorry