azn3ERRY: you are pretty scary when you’re mad
azn3ERRY: or in one of your moods
azn3ERRY: i don’t know if i could handle that
TIMe ToIM TIM: hmm.. really
azn3ERRY: yes
azn3ERRY: it’s like
azn3ERRY: when you’re in the right mood,
azn3ERRY: anyone can do anything, and you’ll just let it roll off your back
azn3ERRY: but then
azn3ERRY: when you’re in the wrong mood
azn3ERRY: any little thing can set you off
TIMe ToIM TIM: when was the last time you saw me pissed?
azn3ERRY: the only time i can remember clearly
azn3ERRY: is when you were really mad that you hadn’t gone with rosemead to big bear
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TIMe ToIM TIM: why was i mad?
azn3ERRY: but there are other times
azn3ERRY: when you just don’t seem very approachable
azn3ERRY: you were mad because
azn3ERRY: we were all standing around, trying to decide what to do
azn3ERRY: as always
azn3ERRY: and you were saying how we were wasting time, and that you should have gone to big bear with rosemad church
azn3ERRY: and you drove allllllll fast
TIMe ToIM TIM: haha.. don’t remember..
azn3ERRY: and put on your “angry” music
azn3ERRY: it was scary
azn3ERRY: it was the first time i had seen that side of you
azn3ERRY: i saw you as a completely different person
TIMe ToIM TIM: i was probably.. having ab ad day or something
TIMe ToIM TIM: i don’t remembe.r.
TIMe ToIM TIM: there must’ve been some reason.. why i wanted.. to go to big bear..
azn3ERRY: yeah
TIMe ToIM TIM: perhaps for a girl..
azn3ERRY: yeah
azn3ERRY: i thought so
azn3ERRY: well
TIMe ToIM TIM: most of the time.. i’m .. pissed it’s.. because of a girl
azn3ERRY: i c
….
azn3ERRY: you seem like a very passionate person
TIMe ToIM TIM: am i?
azn3ERRY: i think so
azn3ERRY: you are very….
azn3ERRY: you know
azn3ERRY: passionate
TIMe ToIM TIM: haha.. what do you mean?
azn3ERRY: like
azn3ERRY: when you like a girl
azn3ERRY: well
azn3ERRY: it seems to me, anyway
azn3ERRY: that you reallllly like her
azn3ERRY: or like
azn3ERRY: you have your own set of beliefs
azn3ERRY: and you stick to them
azn3ERRY: no uncertainty or wishy-washiness
azn3ERRY: just
azn3ERRY: things like that, i guess
azn3ERRY: but maybe i’m wrong
TIMe ToIM TIM: stubbornness maybe
azn3ERRY: yes
azn3ERRY: definitely that as well
….
azn3ERRY: good night
TIMe ToIM TIM: sweet dreams, laureen
azn3ERRY: thank you
azn3ERRY: you too
TIMe ToIM TIM: =)
azn3ERRY: and for what it’s worth
azn3ERRY: i do hope you find your future wife soon
TIMe ToIM TIM: thanks..
TIMe ToIM TIM: … haha
TIMe ToIM TIM: that sounds.. weird
TIMe ToIM TIM: but.. ya.. thanks
interesting to hear what certain people think of me.. i always have very interesting late night conversations with laureen. i’m sure it is on account that i get .. weird .. during the night. some say i get too weird when it gets too late.. and they want me to just go to sleep..
i rarely remember the conversation the next day anyways.
as usual… i don’t really have anything to write about… nothing that’ll be of interest to you probably. and anything of interest.. i feel like keeping to myself at the moment. nothing personal.. i just really don’t know who reads this…. i wonder if anyone actually read the long conversation i had with laureen up there.. *shrug…
someday soon..
i’m going to end this hodgepodge of nothingness with the lyrics to the song. michelle branch – breathe. the lyrics to the song are pretty good.. but more than that.. i like the guitar playing. download it… i like the guitar in the beginning and after the first time the chorus is played
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I’ve been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I’ve been driving you crazy
And it’s keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell my why I should stay
‘Cause I don’t want to waste another moment
Saying things we never meant to say
And I? take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I’ve been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe?
Let it fill the space between
I’ll know, everything is alright
Breathe? every little piece of me
You’ll see everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well the talks are overrated
Am I saying how you feel?
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what’s real
And I? get you just a little time
I wonder if you realize
I’ve been waiting ’til I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe?
Let it fill the space between
I’ll know, everything is alright
Breathe? every little piece of me
You’ll see everything is alright
If I just breathe?
Breathe? ’til I whisper in the dark
Oh can you hear? me?
Do you hear? me?
If I just breathe?
Let it fill the space between
I’ll know, everything is alright
Breathe? every little piece of me
You’ll see everything is alright
Everything is alright
If I just breathe? breathe
I’ve been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain