it’s saturday morning; i’m getting ready for church.

today is special; there will be drums at church.

to the average person, it’s just drums at church; it’s no big deal

but it’s more.

i have to worry about who will hear it. what they’ll think of it. i need to prepare for feedback. i will only hear the negative.

what i worry about more is what people will say to my dad. not about me, but that “his son” is leading a praise team with drums.

we’ll see how it goes.

gotta go before i’m late. i’m sure they’ve already seen it sitting in the corner. they’re already talking about it. they’re shaking their heads.

we’ll see how it goes.