jap in the gap: honestly… does a crease in the eyebrow turn you on???

jap in the gap: er, eyelid

TIMe ToIM TIM: no

TIMe ToIM TIM: i think for me it goes..

TIMe ToIM TIM: butt, smile, neck, hair…

TIMe ToIM TIM: i guess eyes are in there..

TIMe ToIM TIM: but more of their eyes

TIMe ToIM TIM: then their eyelids

jap in the gap: hhmm..

jap in the gap: im very much an ass man too.

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m not much of a breast guy

jap in the gap: i think its… butt, legs, stomach, smile, eyes

TIMe ToIM TIM: just as long as they have some

jap in the gap: yea.. me neither

TIMe ToIM TIM: i don’t care

jap in the gap: me neither.

TIMe ToIM TIM: but if they’re as flat as a board

jap in the gap: as long as they’re not concave

TIMe ToIM TIM: i feel almost disgusted

jap in the gap: hahaha

jap in the gap: man hair’s important too

jap in the gap: i love long hair

TIMe ToIM TIM: i like when they put their hair up in the back

jap in the gap: like.. in a bun?

TIMe ToIM TIM: yah

TIMe ToIM TIM: or that chopstick thing

jap in the gap: haha

jap in the gap: so that they can whip it out like a sexy secretary? haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: o..

TIMe ToIM TIM: yah

TIMe ToIM TIM: i love thick black glasses

jap in the gap: hahaha

jap in the gap: you would like my girlfriend then.

TIMe ToIM TIM: hmm

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: ok

jap in the gap: lol

jap in the gap: girls… tend to avoid me when they cut their hair

jap in the gap: cuz i get mad lol

TIMe ToIM TIM: actually

TIMe ToIM TIM: i had a big fight with my first girlfriend

TIMe ToIM TIM: because she cut her hair

jap in the gap: hahah

jap in the gap: my first girlfriend… had long lustrous shiny black hair

jap in the gap: and chopped it off to right under her chin, right before we got together.

TIMe ToIM TIM: hahaha

jap in the gap: i suppose that should have been an indication of how the relationship was gonna go.

jap in the gap: oh well.

jap in the gap: and after we broke up, she grew it out really long again.

TIMe ToIM TIM: cut .. short

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

jap in the gap: you got mad when your girlfriend cut her hair?

TIMe ToIM TIM: well she didn’t like my reaction to it

TIMe ToIM TIM: she was like.. how’s it look

TIMe ToIM TIM: and i was like.. uh

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

jap in the gap: hahaha

TIMe ToIM TIM: that didn’t go well

jap in the gap: bad answer

jap in the gap: “it looks great!”

jap in the gap: it has to be a reflex lol

TIMe ToIM TIM: yes.. now.. i’ve trained myself to..

TIMe ToIM TIM: respond correctly

jap in the gap: lol

…..

TIMe ToIM TIM: she’d be very mad if she knew i was up right now

And4 Lee: ((whippppshhhh))

And4 Lee: thats the sound of the whip

And4 Lee: use your imagination

TIMe ToIM TIM: whipsh

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: if i heard a whip make that sound

TIMe ToIM TIM: …

TIMe ToIM TIM: it’s like.. when i say hiccup when i hiccup

And4 Lee: you do say hiccup

And4 Lee: kind of

TIMe ToIM TIM: yes.. i’m saying i say hiccup

And4 Lee: i said use your imagination, alrite?

TIMe ToIM: i am

And4 Lee: ok, good

TIMe ToIM TIM: *whipsh

And4 Lee: im satisfied

TIMe ToIM TIM: *whipsh

TIMe ToIM TIM: it’s like.. a korean whip

And4 Lee: hahaha

And4 Lee: what the heck is that supposed to mean

TIMe ToIM TIM: shrug

TIMe ToIM TIM: i feel like i’m saying a korean word

TIMe ToIM TIM: my korean is bad.. ok..

TIMe ToIM TIM: alright

TIMe ToIM TIM: it’s past my bedtime

jap in the gap: i think i can hear the whip cracking

jap in the gap: night

TIMe ToIM TIM: hahaha

TIMe ToIM TIM: hmm..

TIMe ToIM TIM: someone else just said that to me

jap in the gap: hahah

jap in the gap: so are you gonna be a wimp and go to bed?

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m tired

TIMe ToIM TIM: that’sw hy i’m goign to bed

jap in the gap: hahah

jap in the gap: sure sure

TIMe ToIM TIM : haha

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new cd in my car. cd number 5 in the changer

good mood music

1. Barenaked Ladies – Upside Down (3:15)

“Nothing’s good enough for me

To shake me from complacency

I’ve made my mind up

I won’t make a sound

And I will not turn my whole life upside down”

2. Del Amitri – Roll to Me (2:12)

“The wrong guy, the wrong situation

The right time to roll to me ”

3. Fountains Of Wayne – Stacys Mom (3:18)

“you know i’m not the little boy that i used to be

i’m all grown up now, baby can’t you see”

4. Good Charlotte – Wondering (3:33)

“If you want me to wait, I will wait for you

If you tell me to stay, I would stay right thru

If you don’t wanna say anything at all

I’m happy wondering”

5. Counting Crows – Big Yellow Taxi (featuring Vanessa Carlton) (3:46)

“don’t it always seem to go

that you don’t know what you got till it’s gone.”

6. july for kings – normal life (3:36)

“i just wanna live a normal life.

get a fast car, pretty wife.

we could have children of our own.

settle down here, ’til they’re grown.

buy a house right on the beach.

just right there, out of reach.”

7. Sugar Ray – When It’s Over (3:40)

“When it’s over, that’s the time i fall in love again.

When it’s over, that’s when you’re in my heart again”

8. Switchfoot – Incomplete (4:13)

“he’s now checking all the faces on the back of the milk

he’s sour under all this pressure

He thinks the missing person

looks an awful lot like him”

9. The Distillers – Drain The Blood (3:09)

“I’m living on shattered faith

kinda lies to restrict your breath

never been a better time than this

suffocate on internal bliss”

10. John Mayer – Bigger Than My Body (4:26)

“some day i’ll fly

some day i’ll soar

some day i’ll be

so damn much more

cause i’m bigger than my body gives me credit for”

11. David Gray – Babylon (4:25)

“If you want it,

come and get it,

for crying out loud.

The love that I was

giving you

was never in doubt”

12. Jason Mraz – The Remedy (I Won’t Worry) (4:16)

When I fall in love

I take my time.

There’s no need to hurry when I’m makin’ up my mind

You can turn off the sun

But I’m still gonna shine.

And I’ll tell you why

13. John Mayer – Why Georgia (4:31)

“I rent a room and I fill the spaces with

wood in places to make it feel like home

but all I feel’s alone

it might be a quarter-life crisis

or just the stirring in my soul

either way

I wonder sometimes”

14. Simple Plan – Perfect (4:39)

“Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I’m wastin my time

Doing things I wanna do?”

15. Lifehouse on Carson Daily – Something (George Harrison Cover) (3:04)

“Something in the way she moves

Attracts me like no other lover

Something in the way she moves me

I don’t want to leave her now

You know I believe and how”

16. Granian – Far From Saved (3:38)

“Do you care what happens now?

Do you, even see right in front of you?”

17. Unwritten Law – Rest of my life (2:42)

“Cause I know

I’m so slow

But I’m tryin

And I’m still dyin to know

Say you won’t leave for the rest of my life”

18. The Mavericks – I Wanna Know (3:31)

“i wanna know what you’re thinking of

i wanna know when you had enough”

19. The Strokes – 12:51 (2:33)

“12:51 is the time my voice

Found the words I sought…

Is it this stage I want?”

20. Jet – Are You Gonna Be My Girl (3:33)

“One, Two, Three,

Take my hand and come with me,

Because you look so fine,

That I really want to make you mine.”

21. Goo Goo Dolls – Big Machine (3:10)

“I’m torn in pieces,

I’m blind and waiting for

My heart is reeling,

I’m blind and waiting for you. ”

22. good charlotte – hold on (4:09)

“hold on if you feel like letting go

hold on it gets better than you know”

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Look around your world pretty baby

Is it everything you hoped it’d be

The wrong guy, the wrong situation

The right time to roll to me

Look into your heart pretty baby,

Is it aching with some nameless need.

Is there something wrong and you can’t put your finger on it

Right then, roll to me

And I don’t think I have ever seen a soul so in despair

So if you want to talk the night through

Guess who will be there?

So don’t try to deny it pretty baby,

You’ve been down so long you can hardly see

When the engine’s stalled and it won’t stop raining

It’s the right time to roll to me

Look around your world pretty baby

Is it everything you hoped it’d be

The wrong guy, the wrong situation

The right time to roll to me

del amitri – roll to me

i’ve been looking for this song for over a year. got me in such a good mood when i found it though. other songs i downloaded today:

good charlotte – wondering

john mayer – why georgia

sugar ray – when it’s over

barenaked ladies – upside down

i downloaded a couple other ones but i felt they weren’t worthy of mentioning.

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i was talking to phillip the other day. if you don’t know who phillip is, he’s the white guy that comes to my church. the first thing you’ll realize when you talk to him is that there’s something off about him. i’m not a psych major nor did i do well in my psych classes, but i’d say he’s suffering with schizophrenia. whenever he shows up, you can tell everyone becomes awkward or shies away. either way, he knows my sister and i’ve been a la central lifer, so he knows me well enough to come up and try talk to me.

last saturday was the first time i actually tried to listen.

listen to him a minute and he’ll give you too much information. he goes off tangents on tangents off other tangents and it’s difficult to follow. half the time, i have to tell him to slow down and explain what he just said. other times he quotes bible texts and stats like they’re written in front of him. but if you actually sit down and listen to him, his main point is clear, it’s researched and it’s something i hadn’t heard in quite a long time.

“Jesus is coming soon. ”

growing up, every friday night and every saturday, the only thing i ever heard at church was that Jesus is coming soon. every week, we were told, “in revelation 22:17 it states ‘Yes, I am coming soon’.” now i had to look it up to even know what it says. Over the years, the moral of ever sermon changed from “God is coming” to “God is love”. Now i’m not saying that, this is a bad thing. I do believe, if we love, we do go to heaven. all you really need is love. However, i feel the urgency of His coming has left the church.

“Jesus is coming, but not any time soon.”

He’s coming, but not before i graduate. not before i get married. not before i start a career. not before i have kids. not before i retire. not before i become an invalid and have nothing else left to do but wait for God come.

Now here’s where it became weird. Phillip asked me what i was studying. i told him computer science. he told me that was good because becoming a doctor or dentist wouldn’t make sense. “The end of the world will be happen in the spring of 2009.” he told me by the time i become a doctor, i’d have 200,000 dollars in loans and no place to work. i asked him how he got that date, and he told a couple dates and other things. too hard for me to follow. something to do with 1889. he also said something about 3 and a half years of hardship. too hard to follow.

2009. that’s in six years. that’s too soon. there’s so much i want to do in my life. so much i want to see. i want to ski dive and bunjee jump. i want to see LA get a football team. i want to have a job with salary. i want to see what’ll happen with that girl i like. not enough time. i’m putting other things in front of God.

i’m not saying i believe the world will end at 2009. i guess it could, but it says in the bible that only God knows the time of Jesus’ return. that he’ll come like a thief in the night. but i’m asking this. if you knew the end was soon, would you still live your life the same way? here’s my challenge to you. have a God first mentality. if you keep putting Him off for something else, maybe it’ll be too late.

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on a lighter note, happy birthday, mike. 28 years old. that’s crazy.

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i wrote something else to start this blog, but i just ended up deleting it. it was too much nonsense and jibberjabber. even i was having a hard time following it. i’m not sure what exactly to write. i have no starting point or no finishing point or any idea what to write in the middle like i usually have before i start my other posts. as i was running today, a hundred thoughts were running through my head like usual, but none seemed worthy to post. but i was ask to. therefore i will.

so.. here’s just.. some of the randomness

1. my mom wants me to drink this mix every morning. two mixes actually. it’s a mix of vitamins, minerals, and fiber. so.. for about 150 calories i drink a mix that simulates a healthy meal without the calorie intake. which leads me to believe, she’s trying to starve me to death without my knowing. i’m down to 135 pounds.

2. i bowled an average of 120 this week bowling in three games. which of course means gloria wasn’t there. no performance anxiety. i also realize i can hit the 10 pin if i bowl left handed. but my left wrist starts to get painful. i think it didn’t heal correctly from when i broke it in 8th grade. i think this may explain why i’m more comfortable swinging left-handed in baseball as well. (when you swing left handed in baseball, your right hand is the lead hand)

3. my glass seems to be half-full for the first time since i could remember. i seem.. happier these days. looking forward to things. i even got a ticket going to church in the morning… but it only phased me for a little bit.

4. playing football on friday, there was a controversial play on a touchdown pass from joey to someone. there was a long debate on whether joey threw the ball before his flag was taken off.

craig stated as if fact that “joey threw the ball before the flag was taken off”.

and i said, “that’s not true.”

there was a pause on the field. and there was no more discussion about the play. awkward

5. i’ve started to work out my biceps and in a couple weeks, my right bicep is now one centimeter bigger. that’s right… my right arm is now a whopping 2cm. i also measured my left bicep and realize it’s 2cm smaller than my right bicep. yes, this means i have a left bicep that is 0cm.

6. i think i want to take guitar theory. jessie cleaned my guitar the other day. man, is it shiny

7. my weatherbug tells me it’s 49 degrees in san gabriel. that’s pretty cold.

8. last weekend, i was working on the lac website on the computer in church and ben came in and saw all the html i had on notepad. he just looked at it was like.. what the.. but when i look at it, i see a table and windows and pictures. and when i look at my website i see people as ip addresses. although more complicated, i can see how numbers going down the computer screen can possibly be translated into a blonde or a brunette or portal or something else… a la matrix… possibly

it’s.. getting late.. i’m sorry if this post doesn’t have the same pizazz of my other posts assuming my other posts had some pizazz. i might’ve just made that word up. i’ll end with this little survey i took

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Don’t Want To Commit

Once the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven’t quite grown up yet, that you’re still holding out for the perfect “whatevers” (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin’. Or perhaps you’re just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there’s anything wrong with that. After all, you’re probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party.

But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now’s the time to ask yourself: Why? What’s holding you back? Maybe you don’t want someone to get to know you fully? Perhaps by saying “yes” to someone, you’re afraid you’ll lose yourself, or the possibility of something better coming along. Just remember that the best relationships are those that never stop growing. That’s something you can identify with, right? So keep that in mind next time you find someone you’re really comfortable with. You never know, it may prove even more exciting once you really get to know each other, teensy flaws and all.

*****

who knew….

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TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m the same size and weight as my dad was when he came from korea

TIMe ToIM TIM: at my age

And4 Lee: hm

And4 Lee: is that good?

TIMe ToIM TIM: just shows my dad was a small guy

And4 Lee: oh

And4 Lee: …you’re not

And4 Lee: that small

TIMe ToIM TIM: o

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m not?

And4 Lee: hm

And4 Lee: i dont think so

And4 Lee: i mean, you’re not scrawny

TIMe ToIM TIM: thanks

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

And4 Lee: haha

And4 Lee: hm, that didnt come out right

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just a thought

i think if everyone wore name tags every day, the world would be a happier place. it’d be easier to get to know people and you’d know everyone by name. those that don’t want to wear the name tags you would know to be criminals because they have something to hide

i think the nba made a terrible choice when they decided to broadcast only on cable. for a fan like me that doesn’t really care, i don’t care anymore. o clippers won… cool… o lakers lost… cool… whatever

i used to play a game on nintendo. Jaleco – it was a baseball game. it was the first game i played where the umpires said out or safe. i remember thinking it was amazing and i remember my mom talking to her friends in disbelief that a game would do that. the players actually slid on command. now i can’t play a game that’s more than a couple years old cause the graphics suck.

last week, in family groups i talked about how when we were younger we all played ditch’em. the kids now at church do not play ditch’em. they just sit and play their video games with good graphics. that’s why they’re all fat. i blame the internet

instead of getting stamps, wouldn’t you want your footlong at subway to be 20% cheaper?

speaking of stamps.. they’re 37 cents now which i think it’s still amazingly cheap. i used to have a stamp collection…

i think… no… here’s something that you should remember. if you ever call my phone, and i don’t answer which is a highly likely. don’t leave a voicemail just saying… “call me back.” i obviously didn’t want to talk to you when you called me the first time, what makes you think i’d call you back to talk to you. tell me why you want me to call you back and then i’ll think about it.

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Your type is the Girl Next Door

Cute, fun, and sweet, your ideal gal is just a stone’s throw away — she’s the Girl Next Door. She’s Sandra Bullock, Doris Day, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one. Naturally pretty rather than glamorous, she’s unpretentious and generous. She loves animals and children, and is great with both. You’re attracted to her strong values and traditional ways. Although she demands a lot of respect, she’s not particularly high-maintenance. Her ideal date is more likely to be dinner and a movie than heading out for a night on the town. She’s careful yet spontaneous — a little bit of the Guy’s Girl, a smidge of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But she’s got an appeal that’s all her own, which is why you can’t stay away. Her winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature make you want to hold on tight and never let go.

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i broke curfew.. and now i’m starting to see why it’s bad for me to stay up late..

here’s 4 conversations… 4 different people… 4 different topics… 1 outcome.. non-sense…

conversation with andy about size
And4 Lee: jja ppa ghetty

And4 Lee: yum

And4 Lee: oh ya, thanks for that IM chaos thing

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: man

And4 Lee: its neat

TIMe ToIM TIM: that’s so fattening

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

And4 Lee: shut upo

TIMe ToIM TIM: yah..

And4 Lee: its good

TIMe ToIM TIM: i just.. type in your website

And4 Lee: its a balanced meal

And4 Lee: aww

And4 Lee: you jerk

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

And4 Lee: thats why my thing

And4 Lee: is so little

conversation with joe about nothing
JoEKiNG 5 3 0: is it annoying that i just randomly pop out

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: and tell you how i’m doing with my study

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: -ing

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: and expect u to be happy for me

TIMe ToIM TIM: no

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m happy for you

TIMe ToIM TIM: =)

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: haha

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: the reason why u havent had a gf in 4 years

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: is cuz you’re subconsciously in love with me

TIMe ToIM TIM: uh

TIMe ToIM TIM: yes…

TIMe ToIM TIM: but.. now that it’s out in the air

TIMe ToIM TIM: i can move on

TIMe ToIM TIM: and.. get a girlfriend

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: hahaha

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: unless

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: the subconcious of your subconscious is in love wiht me also

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: which is very likely

TIMe ToIM TIM: subconscious of my subconscious .. unconscious?

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: no

TIMe ToIM TIM: supersubconscious

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: haha

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: supersubway would be like,

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: a normal street

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: it’d just be…way

TIMe ToIM TIM: yes

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: we should call it that

JoEKiNG 5 3 0: wat supersubway do i need to take to get to (blank)’s house?

conversation with laureen about girls
TIMe ToIM TIM: awww. man.. i think i’m falling for the wrong girl

AZN3ERRY: ??

AZN3ERRY: why do you think that?

TIMe ToIM TIM: ’cause.. whenever i start really liking a girl…

TIMe ToIM TIM: i start doubting anything’ll ever happen

AZN3ERRY: oh…

AZN3ERRY: how sad

AZN3ERRY: but why, then, is it the girl that is wrong?

TIMe ToIM TIM: hmm..

TIMe ToIM TIM: let me rephrase..

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m wrong for falling for this perfect girl

AZN3ERRY: or

AZN3ERRY: oh*

AZN3ERRY: hmm…

conversation with danny about sleeping
TIMe ToIM TIM: it is so.. past my bedtime

jap in the gap: yup.

jap in the gap: better crawl into your jammies before the missus gets mad.

TIMe ToIM TIM: well

TIMe ToIM TIM: i sleep in boxers

TIMe ToIM TIM: so.. technically

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m in.. my night clothes already

jap in the gap: haha

jap in the gap: and i thought i was the only one stupid enough to wear boxers to bed in winter.

TIMe ToIM TIM: dude..

TIMe ToIM TIM: i wear boxers when i’m camping

TIMe ToIM TIM: in winter

TIMe ToIM TIM: wait

jap in the gap: hahaha

TIMe ToIM TIM: have we talked about this?

jap in the gap: hhmm..

jap in the gap: possibly

later

TIMe ToIM TIM: i am aware

TIMe ToIM TIM: of all things

jap in the gap: …how?

TIMe ToIM TIM: i just play dumb

TIMe ToIM TIM: so.. people don’t expect anything

TIMe ToIM TIM: you should try it

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’ve actually been told i do this

TIMe ToIM TIM: by bora

TIMe ToIM TIM: she’s like..

TIMe ToIM TIM: tim

TIMe ToIM TIM: “you’re not gay”

TIMe ToIM TIM: “and you’re not stupid”

TIMe ToIM TIM: “but sometimes i think you act gay and stupid to get what you want”

jap in the gap: hahaha

technically i wasn’t told to go to sleep early tonight.. and.. i was lost working on my computer.

cpu specs:

1.7 intel processor overclocked at 1.94

asus motherboard

coolermaster heatsink and fan

1 stick of pc2100 256 ram

1 stick of pc2700 256 ram

20 gig hard drive

nvidia geforce 2 pci card

ati tv tuner

built-in surround sound

cd-rw

3 fans

nintendo attached to tv tuner

ntfs format

winxp with officexp

netgear wireless pc card

2.0 usb

3.5 a: drive

total cost for me – 60 dollars for the stick of ram.

=)

i think i should go to sleep earlier.. my mind is weird at this hour.

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i’ve been trying to sleep earlier lately. to build up good sleeping habits… it’s healthier or something too.. i don’t remember the reasons… hehe.. but it’s not been allowing me to post.. cause i haven’t been able to get to the required mentallity i need to in order to post. you know… 2 o’clock ramblings.. does that.. make any sense? don’t get me wrong.. i want to be up… but…

jap in the gap: someone has you on a tight leash.

TIMe ToIM TIM: hahaha

TIMe ToIM TIM: i’m still up, aren’t i?

jap in the gap: i’m guessing… because the girl who has you on a leash isn’t online lol.

TIMe ToIM TIM: haha

TIMe ToIM TIM: that just may be

going to bed early.. doesn’t necessarily mean i sleep earlier.. i just end up tossing and turning in bed… thinking about the weirdest things.. last night the recurring thought i had in my head was that deuce mcallister was going to score 3 td’s and the person i play against this week had him. he scored two today, but joey doesn’t have him… shrug… i might still lose to him.. i’m up by 5 points with him still with a QB

a couple nights ago… i planned out how i’m going to propose to my wife. i don’t know how.. that started… but i’ve devised a plan that can fail very easily, but will turn out great if all comes out right… i told my sister about it.. and she said it was “romantic”. she also told me… she doubts i’ll be married in the next 5 years… she told me not to worry about it.

haha.. i’m not worried about it.. but i’m starting to wonder why i haven’t had a girlfriend in 4 years. laureen told me it seems i’m attracted to man-eaters. eh… i don’t think so.. just a string of a little bad luck it seems. i figure.. only one relationship was meant to work anyways.

i got this fortune cookie the other day…

Be prepared to receive something special

so.. like i’ve said before… i’m highly suspicious.. and i got this cookie.. like a week ago.. so i’ve been waiting and preparing.. i’m not sure exactly what i’m preparing for… the fortune cookie does not say. i feel.. anything that is so random that it’s too random… ie winning the lottery, sitting in prize giving seats at ballgames, the weather, magic 8-balls, … has the hand of God leading them.

think of the process of me getting that fortune cookie. some guy has to decide.. “ok, i’m going to make a fortune that says, be prepared…” then.. with that fortune and hundreds more, management has to accept it and the many other fortunes from other people. they have to make the cookie and put the fortune in it, box it up. out of the many boxes this particular one with my fortune has to be sent to the right panda express. out of the boxes at panda express, the cashier has to decide to use this box today, reach into the box and pull out this exact fortune for me to read that day.

hand of God…

highly suspicious

so i’m waiting…

that being said.. i don’t think it necessarily means i’m going to get something special. it just tells me what i need to hear, to get what needs to be done. a la matrix. i just saw number 2. i guess.. if anything.. the fortune cookie has made me more aware of the little things i’ve been receiving … making me a little happier.

i should see.. matrix 3… i wanna see it this.. friday.. but…

it’s getting late.. and i should sleep

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